Husband commented on it today. I have been looking at baby bedding and nursery decor sites again. Now I have to wait for Cycle Day 25 for my endometrial biopsy. Then, I have to wait for the results of that. And if that comes back normal, look into alloimmune testing. So physically, I am not that ready. But emotionally,I am ready to take a seat back on that crazy ass rollercoaster ride of tring to concieve after loss.
I have been doing the same! Grrrr, I hate when I get into baby bedding mode, followed by looking at strollers, then highchairs, and then googling double strollers and twins etc. It is a terrible cycle. But in a way it gives us hope. I do also believe it is an indicator that for the most part we are emotionally starting to become ready to try again. I avoided a lot of baby stuff for a while...and then I knew that I wasn't ready. I hope that this next baby is one that sticks and grows and grows and you get to finally have your take home forever baby. My prayers are with you. I am not currently TTC so I will send all my babydust your way and all my prayers for a healthy baby just to you.
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